January 2024 (Letter to Myself)

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"I am driven towards career success and fulfillment."

"I am open to receiving deep emotional connections and love. I don’t chase, I attract.”

"I am in harmony with my body, mind, and spirit.”

  I am letting of my need to always be in control, my need to be the mom of everyone.

  I am releasing my fear of the unknown, I am releasing my fear of men

  I will be open to opportunities and places, I'll be open to new friendships.

  I will be open to my spirit guides and my ancestors, I will be open to letting them guide me on my path.
  
  I can allow people access to me and they won't harm me, I will allow people instead of pushing them away.

I can go to places and not leave early, I can stay in places without feeling like I'm being pushed out.

  In January I will be open to new experiences and opportunities, I won't let fear of the unknown hold me back from success. I'm awake and ready with all the energy in the world, nothing can stop me not even myself. I will write music and travel back and forth from here to Atlanta, California, and New York where I'll be recognized for my talent and artistry. I'm blogging this from my Mediterranean style 4 bedroom 2 car garage  home with water accents and a beautiful mosaic interior wall leading into the open kitchen with full appliances. Not to mention it's sitting on 15 acres of land and we paid off the mortgage so we are living in this house and raising two kids here. I will continue to dream of my future and work hard towards attaining my goals. Like writing for music artists like cardi b, Beyonce, latto and Megan the stallion.  Everything always works out for me, perfect opportunities find me at the right time. Like those modeling auditions getting back on the horse can be scary, but we have a better team around us now supporting me and helping me along. Speaking of team my new best friends I met at college that have been helping me with my career, and giving me advice long gone are the days where I had to beg for forgiveness and they couldn't spare a crumb of sympathy or love. Gone are the days of stress where I don't get involved with my own emotions, letting myself build up and build up till there is nothing left but a hollow rut of a person. I will be more in touch with my emotions and myself doing daily check ins, therapy, and daily exercise to help me stay active and emotionally in time with myself. Not allowing myself to be lost in a relationship with someone, having more trust in people who I just met and allowing them access instead of assuming they are out to get me. Being less emotionally "prepared" it's okay to not know things and be raw people like getting to know you, and getting to know people is a great experience. I wanted to end this letter to myself by saying that I'm a work in progress patience and love is what I need and I'll give myself all the patience and love in the world.

                   Sincerely
                    Iris Rose 🌹

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