A Man Named John

  Today at my college as I was sitting alone nervous about my surroundings a new environment with no understanding of what's going on  I met a man named John, he was eating a grilled cheese sandwich and asked if he could sit next to me I said yes for there was way too much going on for a 3 college campus for my senses. I asked him "do you know where free resources are I'm currently homeless and just need more pants and some shoes"? He spoke so eloquently and with such a power I was ready to be his Friend he said " enough with the im homeless say you're experiencing homelessness you are not your circumstances" then states an affirmation " everything I could ever ask for I have" he mentions how I blessed him with my presence and asking for help because he was just thinking about how he could bless someone.

  I have been indifferent to myself lately, watching myself go through the motions so I forget how blessings and affirmations work because I've become so full of self doubt and depression even though it's just a setback It's not forever. He interrupted my train of thought saying" are you Hungary have you eaten"? I said no because I left the shelter early to make it to my advisor appointment to take the hold off my account. Being down in the dumps changes your perspective and your phrasing, john interrupted my train of thought again he promised me he would only tell "specific" people about my situation not going around telling everyone on some "Savior" type stuff because he understands how that feels. I mentioned I was okay with the subway restaurant because it was the most familiar place with food I could stomach. 

 After we got  our food we sat down and started talking about affirmations that I could use in the hopes to pick up my verbal mood, affirmations like " money comes to me easily" ,"I attract wealth to me", everything i want is within my reach. Needless to say I was feeling way better after that and ready for the day, he took me to the free clothing store first it's a thift store at my school where they have people drop off clothes and stuff so it doesn't go to landfills. There I found some pants and some shirts and some skirts, then we went to the admin office specifically for my school where I was alotted a case manager and food bank stop. John is a saint and a huge blessing that I remember for years down the road when I'm blessed I will also remember to bless someone the way John has blessed me,

Side note John has my number and still texting me help. Thank you John♥️